Story of My Life

A Life Story Of Me

This is a simple story about myself and everything in between. First of all, let me introduce myself. My name is Ginanjar Puji Nugroho. I think its name is the one and only in the world because when I try searching my name on facebook, there is nobody whose name like me.
I was born on March 11th in Purworejo, a small city in Central Java. It was on Sunday. Like normally baby, I came out to the world through complicated process. From tightly selection of billions sperms of my father that met the right ovum of my mother then, my adventure on my mother's uterus had begun. Nine Months on the uterus, I felt so bored and could not bear it. So my mother gave birth to me well and healthy enough.
My childhood was passed happily, extremely happy. My life was full of happiness with no pressure. Everyday was heaven for me but on the contrary it gave hell to everyone around me. My father, my mother, my sisters, my brother, my neighbor, my friends, even my enemy had been the victims of my brutality. As the result, the punishment that I felt almost uncountable. But that was what I am and that was who I like. With all my naughtiness, I enjoyed my life as innocent child who was looking for his identity. If I remember my naughtiness in the past, maybe God must hate me now.
Everything had changed when I grew up into a boy and get into Senior High School. On Senior High School time, I started learning to fill my life with positive behaviors. I tried to learn more, study more, read more, improve more in order to make my life was getting better. But I was just an ordinary boy that never been escaped from guiltiness, but I could control myself more. So I felt being a better person since Senior High School times.
The ending of Senior High School times, I was faced on confusing choices. I had to choose where I had to continue my study. I was not given any choices. My mother noticed me not to study in a far place, so I think that Jenderal Soedirman University is the best choice for me, for my parents, and for all. But the problems were going on, I was still been confused by the next choice, what department I had to choose. Because I was just given a few choices, after think hard, I fell my choice in geological engineering without I knew what I would get and what I would be after I finished my study there. I just used water philosophy that will always go with the flow. Its meaning was what I would do just following my fate, without clearly target. On the times, I had not known my motivation by entering this department.
After completing all requirements in Unsoed, I had new status, I had been a university student. Firstly, I thought that everything would be OK, cause I felt studying in a college had similarity with my study before. I assumed that I went to college was just to listen what lecturer said, write down important points, and go home innocently, them enjoyed the life without being confused by everything about lessons. But it was different, so different. I still had to be got busy by practical work and its reports that I had to arrange and write perfectly, extremely perfect. It was suffering me enough, spending my happiness time, fagging me out. Those all almost could drive me crazy. I was so down, until I had ever thought to go out from torturing here. Cause I could not face this pain alone, I consulted these with my closest person. After I told all of my problem with my parents, my mother noticed me that this was part of the big plan, that God's got everybody in His hands, but I can only pray that God is listening and directing me into the right way.
Till now, mentioned advice makes me strong and give me spirit to keep moving on and on because I believe that our future is in our hands., what we do right now will determine what we get then. So, I will do my best right here right now to reach a better life in my future.
If I am asked what my purpose on geology, it just make me speechless, cause myself also still has not known the answer. Now I am still in a studying phase and searching my best aim. Some people say mining is the best, the other ones say oil company is better, but agrogeology is also good enough . It is a very hard choice. But if I have to choose, recently I am more interested on environmental geology, but it does not close the possibility I will change my mind. Everything can be happened. I will let it flow naturally while hoping God gives the best way for me and for all.